Job hunting is probably one of the worst things ever. You submit an application and hold your breath waiting to hear back. Four weeks later your face is turning blue but you still haven't heard anything... It sounds weird, but the lack of rejection notes is probably one of my biggest pet peeves. Like seriously, take five seconds to write me a two lined email saying "Hey, you didn't get the job, stop holding your breath. Go spend your energy elsewhere." I mean I'd probably be a little bummed, but at least I'd know!
That's pretty much how things have been going for me. After about my second week here I was over the whole 'stay home in my pajamas watching tv all day' thing. I've found I do much better when I'm busy and I really needed some productivity in my life. So I started looking around at dancing jobs. I researched ballet studios and companies until I thought my computer and eyes would explode. I couldn't find anything performance-wise. But there was a little studio on base that might need teachers. I got an interview with the director but found out she doesn't have the funds to employ me, despite her really really wanting me. So she wanted to know if I'd be interested in teaching as a volunteer. Which... is exactly the opposite of what I was looking for.
So I went back to the hunt. Scouring the base's job listings trying to find something that I was qualified for but that also didn't absolutely suck. Applied for a few of those. Waited... waited... Applied for a few more. Waited... waited... A few days later a couple of them had notes that they had been forwarded to the management for further review. Good sign. A week later I still hadn't heard anything.
Allan's friend Tolliver works at a tourist ranch on the weekends and he thought I might be able to get a job dancing/teaching hula to some tourists over there. So he checked their job listings, but there wasn't really much. He got me a listing of their openings though and I went through that and thought I might as well apply for their ticket office job. How hard could it be really? So I applied. And waited... and waited...
Finally, yesterday, I was about to send them a follow up email when they called me to set up an interview for 9am today. Awesome. Sweet. Finally something is looking good and I've at least got an interview. Tolliver assures me "if you've got an interview you've basically got the job. The hardest part is getting them to get back to you to set up the interview." Perfect. Get up this morning, get all dressed up and ready to go. Downloaded google maps cause Allan swears its sooo much better than the iphone app and I
reeally wanted to
not get lost this morning. Drop Allan off at work around 8 and then head out to find the Ranch. Except 10 minutes into my journey google maps freezes up and glitches and doesn't tell me to exit. I look down at my gps a bit later and my little blue arrow is not even on a road any more, its in the middle of the mountains and its flashings it's stupid "locating" icon.
Okay, keep it cool, I'll get off on the next exit, pull over, get my phone figured out and get back on the road. I left plenty early, I'll still make it. Only the next exit isn't until oh... about... Honolulu. Which, for those of you not familiar with the island is on the south side of the island. The Ranch... is on the North Shore. I almost burst into tears. I'm finally able to make a (probably illegal) U-turn, get my phone to figure out where I am, and get back on track. By this time its 8:40 and I'm about 30 minutes from the Ranch. I give them a call, tell them I missed my exit and I'm going to be "a smidge" late for my interview, but I'll be there soon, I'm so sorry.
I pull into the parking lot at 9:09 and power walk my way to the office where I have to fill out an official application, but I'm so flustered I'm shaking and probably no one will be able to read my handwriting. Get called back into the manager's office and start our chat, and it's going great. I've got this in the bag. Until she asks if I've ever used the specific computer programs they use in their offices. Obviously I've never had reason to use or make myself familiar with their office programs, so I admit that I'm only familiar with a couple. And apparently that was like strikes one and two right there. She let's me know that because they use those programs so heavily everyday that that hurts my standing. But we continue the interview anyway. To her credit, it was only slightly visible that she was already mentally setting my application aside.
I head home under my dark cloud. And of course google maps gets me there without a hitch.
So now, here on a Friday night, I'm youtube-ing tutorials on all these programs and educating myself so I can call them back when they still haven't filled the position and apply again. It's good fun.
And now a picture from yesterday's walk as a reward for making it to the end of my rant. I even made it huge so you could see it better, even though that puts it in ugly alignment. You're welcome.
I'm pretty lucky to have views like this all around me. It makes frustrating days less grumbly.
Also once upon a time, I accidentally deleted someone's comment& I don't know how to undo that. So sorry. Cause I don't even know how that happened.